There is a lot, a lot of dust and dirt here. My nice feet are all cracked, my face all bumpy. I cannot find the thing I placed somewhere two minutes back. And there is always so much to do! A wedding at home is not an easy casual thing. Despite the hiccups, its going to be very memorable and almost the most wonderful time I spent at home. 

I wonder where this strange serene feeling is coming from? I had never felt so much at peace in the past many years of my life. And to say that I feel very much loved is an understatement. There is of course a lot of pampering that goes on :) but there is also this genuine feeling of being loved - a very precious feeling. May be home was always like this, I had blinded and distanced myself. Or may be a truly new phase of my life is starting.